My name is Eric. I am strong but I’m also weak. I’m strong because no matter how hard this crooked pathway is to follow I still don’t give up.
Why? Because there are things and people I care about, also because I’ve gained so much. But I still got a lot to give, and most importantly because of my sweetheart who I would hate to see cry if I was gone. I’m weak too because I get overwhelmed with the stress, the depression, the madness, the sadness, the fact that I can’t work, go to college, or drive which still really breaks me down at this point in time. What breaks me down more is not being able to work or drive because I hardly have money and I can’t get around anywhere especially to my girlfriend’s house. So a ll this hatred, anger, sadness, and stress makes me feel like my own worst enemy. I feel I must get out of the darkness and go into the light. People need to take the time to read between the lines and realize that we are all human. We share the same values, we make mistakes and regret them. We aren’t aliens, we are humans just trying to live our lives and provide for our families…
– Eric, age 19, youth blogger
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